Hey happycheeks... don't think of yourself as a mistake. You ask why should you be on earth, and that you aren't supposed to be here. Of course you're supposed to be here! You wouldn't have been born if you weren't meant to be here. I honestly believe that everyone on the planet is special in their own way. without coming over all religious on you, when I was a kid I was told that "we are born to make manifest the glory of God." you mightn't believe in god, you might hate him, you might be completely indifferent, but in some sense, in some way, you are uniquely special in the universe. All of time and space would be different if you weren't there...

Today might be a bad day, you might need to sleep away the pain for today, but it's not forever. Tell me anything, I'm listening. I won't always be able to get back immediately, but I will try my best to check in on you every day. You're not a mistake, you're utterly unique in the whole universe. there is noone else like you. You're beautiful. You might feel lonely now, but it won't be forever. (((hug))) stay strong,