Sigh. Thank you all for your sincere replies. I'm doing O K. Thought - blocking helps me... it isn't "just" the clutter in General, though. It's never just one thing, as we all know.
My Mother fell...twice... again. Only this time she went against all our "agreed to" safety tips. She refused medical/emergency help, but then the next day called ME to help her out (which I can't do.)
If she had followed what she said she would...she wouldn't have fallen (twice in one day doing the same thing.) She then stated she did it to spite me (she had also done some stuff earlier in the week "to spite" me she said.) They say the one closest and doing the most for the aging parent, often gets the backlashing... ouch.
There's other stuff too... it's "just" that I really "use" PC for my mental health progress... and then... you know?
Rut roh... just heard/felt thunder! No rain in 40 days and now we get a thunderstorm????