Thanks to everyone for their replies and support. I will go now and read your thread SeptemberMorn. I haven't really had the concentration to sit down and read too many posts, just the odd one here and there. I am so sorry you are going through this too. At least I am not alone, altho it is not the position ppl really want to find themselves in. I just have to mamke sure I get up in the mornings- a bit difficult not too with 2 kids wanting breakfast, getting taken to school etc! It would be all too easy to stay in bed- something I am very good at! Take care