What are you supposed to do when two people who are or were really close to you, lie to you or treat you badly. Last night i hung out with a friend of mine that i dont see very often, and we used to be really good friends, but i think he's changed. He was cynical and mean all night, and he said he didnt mean it, but it still hurt, and i dont know if i want to hang out with him anymore.

the other thing is that my boyfriend said he was going to quit smoking marijuana about 3 or 4 months ago, and then he met this friend who got him back into it. Now he has a pipe and other paraphenalia, and claims not to do it that often, but if he said he was going to stop before and then lied how do i believe him. I love him more than anything in the world, but its like hes totally regressed. I have talked to him about it before and he said he was going to quit, he said he was going to get his GED, he's said all of these things...and yet...nothing happens...he bought me roses yesterday, and i laid in bed and cried looking at them today, because im starting to feel like it doesnt mean anything, but i know it does.

things will be okay...we're just going through a rough time right now and im just really upset and really depressed. He's finally off of probation and he's risking a lot by going back to drinking and all of this stuff, especially since he lives with his parents....

and yet theres nothing i can do about it.

all things shall pass...even life.