I am starting to feel resentment growing and that scares me the most. Some days I get so angry with him, some days annoyed, some days nothing at all. I feel like I am caring for a child at times. His mental capacity has changed significantly since we met, and I find that difficult too.

I know that life is not going to be the same as it was before he went into the hospital, I don't expect it to be. I just miss him so much, miss what we were. He doesn't come to bed with me at night anymore, he has to fall asleep in his chair and then comes to bed. I just feel our closeness gaping further and further apart.