Umm... hey there i guess...

lately ive been really down, i mean ive been sad before but this is different. i feel as though im not wanted by anyone around me... that my presence is annoying. im closing myself off from the people i love and i cant stop it. i feel so vulnerable and alone and its eating me from the inside out. theres no one i can talk to this about without it being brushed off like it doesnt matter. im just really hurting, im alone and some of the thoughts ive been having i know arent good, could anyone offer some help please?