Well I got out Oct 7th and had 6 more ECT treatments outpatient. Then I started having MAJOR anxiety, like i never had before. I stopped the ECT. It helped with the depression a lot but I have to address the anxiety before I can do anymore or even decide if its necessary to do anymore. I'm still working with my doctor to get the right med combo before I feel comfortable to go back to work. You have to be feeling better than when you went in right? You will have bad days but it doesnt mean you have to start all over. Were you born in 78? I was 11/25/78. What was the hospital like that you were in? The one I went to was like a PRISON. The one nurse yelled at me for crying too loud at night. HELLO LADY IM DEPRESSED THAT IS WHAT WE DO! LOL!