I am starting to wonder that myself...

My husband is sick right now, so the kids would have to go to my parents' house.

It is so hard to make that decision. I always have trouble with decisions, especially lately, which might be a blessing in terms of what this thread has been about.

I see my T tomorrow, so he and I can talk about it.

I hate all of this.

Sometimes it feels like I am pretending it all.