I do feel better than when I went in. I need to remember that too. When did they decide to do ECT on you? Did you ask for it? Is anxiety a normal side effect? I really don't know much about it.

The hospital I went into was okay. I had some issues with some of the staff and spent the first week there throwing a fit about being there, I really didn't want to be there and fought every step for awhile. Felt trapped and caged and alone. But looking back on it, I had a really good roomate and the majority of the staff, especially the therapist was really nice. But I know there are good ones and bad ones out there and most of it depends on whose working at the time you go in. I can't imagine a nurse yelling at you for crying that's just ridiculous! I would have reported her.