I feel sometimes like I can't finish anything. If I look for examples, I find that I DO finish things. But things that are big that require lots of little things finished I don't seem to be able to. I tried writing a book. I went back to school. (Even though I had been to school before bp and did just fine.) I take pictures and finish working on those. But jobs I seem to quit or my bp eats me alive so my brain simply cannot function. I tried memorizing anatomy in school a few years ago and it was like water off a duck's back. Is this a BP or a BP meds thing or is it just me!? This sucks. I want to finish my degree but I'd have to slough through a ton of tuition to pay off to go back. I have a brown belt in judo, yet I got that before bp/meds. I am back doing judo again and learning again so it isn't as if I haven't accomplished a thing, but still. Its slow-going.