((((((((((((((((((( dismantlerepair )))))))))))))))))) You may not have the right reading of what yr T was getting at by asking. She may have wanted you to examine yr goals in therapy - and in another thread you did a great job of articulating them.

As for wanting to quit, not wanting to go back, heck who doesn't have those feelings ?? Someone is messing with your inmost parts. Therapy IS hard work and sometimes it hurts more than anyone would believe, who hadn't been through it - the dismantling phase is painful, but the repair is worth it.

I don't think it's true that you don't want to be helped. I wonder if yr T would not say the same. hugs for you