I've never went carolling before - but I can't sing very well. Lol it's funny Bono sang for your aunt when he was a kid.

I decided to go to college, not because I want to - but I don't know how long I have left and I don't want to struggle for money later in life.
I'm going to take something to keep me safer, I told the sleeper cells about it, don't think they care though, so it's just the anxiety to deal with, without my meds it's harder, but I need to save myself.

I think they are going to stop my benefits as well - because the government want only the people that are really ill to be on them, so I need to find a job as well, have no idea what, well I'll need a find a few since I'll hardly ever make it in, so I won't last long with just one.

It'll suck because they will keep sending sleeper cells to see me