Kureha, if you go in with an advocate and tell them exactly what you tell us, then you'll probably still get your benefits. That's one benefit of nobody believing in sleeper cells, if you tell them the truth they'll think you're crazy, and you'll still get your benefits. I still get benefits, even though with medication I'm relatively "normal", because the residual symptoms are bad enough to impact my daily life, and make finding work almost impossible. If you're suffering from anxiety, and talk to them about sleeper cells, and then let your advocate talk freely, I think you'll still get the benefits. And I think with all that you have to go through you're entitled to at least something good come out of it.