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Originally Posted by Nelliecat
And that I very occasionally drive by her house to check she's still there.
What is going on with me? I feel like a crazy stalker or some lovesick teenager. I don't like feeling like this but I know that to move things on right now and to develop a different level of trust I need to see how she will react. I need to see that she does truly understand and care. I need to know that she's not going to get rid of me although I wouldn't blame her if she did. 
I see her tomorrow morning and I am a complete bundle of nerves. What if she freaks out and does want rid of me? She has said I need to take risks sometimes in therapy but this feels like a biggie. |
i could have written this.i know ware my T lives and i have gone bye her house it really wasnt that big of a deal.it was comforting to know that even when she isnt in her office she does exsist.at least that is what this information did for me.i dont think your T will stop seeing you over this but i bet she will want to know what having this information means for you