Yeah, I can imagine this would be awfully difficult to bring up. I've done similar things and I know the embarrassment. But weigh that against how miserable it's going to be to carry this around for .... how long? Days? Weeks? Months? It will nag at you and make you feel guilty, hate yourself, agonize over whether to say it or not, on and on. I know how much I can make myself suffer over things like this, and I've finally gotten sick of it!!! I'm SO tired of making myself suffer.

A few difficult minutes in session - shaking hands, sweaty palms, queasy stomach, whatever - and then you'll be free of it. Unload it, dump it, you & T will discuss it, he'll be fine with it, and the sense of relief you'll feel will be awesome.