I am always missing my app's. Today I missed two because I thought it was Tuesday, even after I looked at the calendar. Tomorrow is another important app for my daughter. I try my hardest to get it right. My memory and processing info is not the same especially after last episode.

Anyways now I feel this immense amount of guilt. One app today was one I rescheduled after missing it last week. Like how do I explain that one. It's making me so anxious. As I think these people will assume I am wasting their time or just dont care and it's the exact opposite. Even if their office calls I still forget somehow. Ughh anxiety, guilt, soo fun. Now I am totally afraid to call the one lady cause I don't know what to say

Any one else have these problems, I can't remember what I am doing minute to minute. I think something is not right. I am having serious cognitive difficulties. I also just realized maybe I am not ready for volunteer work if I can't remember the basics , like showing up.