it was ok. Some of it was really ****ed up. Some of it was ok. In the end, it didn't feel good, and I left there crying again. I'm tired of leaving there crying. I'm tired of opening up to T so she can hurt me. I am SO SO SO SO SO DISGUSTED with myself for not just stopping it. I don't even think effective therapy can happen between her and I any more. It is just really hard. My little parts want to hang on to her harder than ever, even while she hurts them.