i manged to go two mounths with out any self injery. but now the last two weeks i have been back at it. iv jest been so down and nouthing elsh seems to help. i cant even tell my t cuse i am afread he will make me go to the hosbital again, so i have to play the happ lithel pancint. i jest dont see any reasion not to any more every thing has turned to s### no matter what i do it is not good enought. i recantly quit my meds cuse thay werent helping, now i dont know to do there is no fouther for me in a life like this. every one wants me to quit si but i think that is the only thing keeping me alive right now. i dont know were to turn or what to do.