The thing is I'm not sure what is causing it, and working on it with my T is hard when I don't know the cause. I'm the type of person that has to figure it out by myself first. I know it doesn't quite help all the time. I do know one thing that is a cause.... If I feel like i need to be punished for not getting up and wasting the day. Which kinda sucks when it happens every once and a while.

Also sessions with T are getting farther apart since I'm doing quite well, It's just the fact that SI happens about every week and a half. Which I'm trying to go further, but as we all know it's hard.