Did you see one thing that excites me??? YOU made it TWO MONTHS. That's fantastic. What helped you then? What did you do to go two months? Playing the little happy patent doesn't work, trust me, I've done it. And it didn't help at all. Letting your treatment team know what's going on will help, they don't have to send you to the hospital every time. If you think you can handle it without going then, guess what don't go. But if it will help then, you do need to go.
Keep in mind you made it TWO MONTHS!!!!