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Originally Posted by SilentLucidity
I brought T a CD of songs I have been listening to over and over since I started my recent downward spiral. I gave it to her and said, "if you want to really know what I'm feeling." The songs are like an extension of who I am right now. T listened and said she appreciated the insight.
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Over the years, I gave my T various CDs that I had recorded myself. I don't know if she ever listened to them.
I didn't think that mattered, but the tears are coming now. Bugger! I shall have to ask her.
I can just imagine her saying: "If you want me to spend my own time listening to this, I'm going to have to charge you."
Paranoia or experience?
Double bugger. I didn't record anything until four years after my mother died, so she never heard any of my music. Subconsciously, do I blame her for this? And do I expect T to make up for everything my mother never did? Yes and yes.