Hi Toesquasher..
Love your name...makes me giggle..
I'm so sorry that you are feeling so vulnerable right now..
That must be very difficult to be "outed" like that in a time and place that you weren't prepared for. But in a way, it might actually reduce your anxiety in a way because now you don't have to fear it happening in the future and can relax and just be yourself to the best of your ability. I do agree with Gr3tta that I think it will be good for you to try and find out what Baby wants and to try and meet her needs to the best of your ability and try to set some limits so that you can guide her and have her feel that you are listening to her. I don't know Baby's communication skills, but she is always welcome and very safe here in the Garden, and we love to see everyone's artwork and such here.

Please stay in touch and let us know how things go and best of luck in your classes...you are all in my thoughts..

Safe Huggles,

Wysteria Blue