Had another nightmare last night. Woke up between 4:30 and 5:00 again. When I wake up I feel like there is a snake writhing around inside me pulling and squeezing all my insides. It is a highly sexualized feeling, not a painful one. Sigh. Then all these violent fantasies float around in my brain keep me awake. I don't know what to do about it.
Carrie
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