I see other people saying another person is loved. Maybe I'm not loved enough because I'm shy and quiet? People would love a happy and talkative person. Oh well, I just mind my own business and talk to my boyfriend and other people. I'm not great, I'm not amazing. I'm just average. I haven't got much friends because I don't talk much. This social phobia and lack of happiness is such a burden on me. I must be happy. I must be able to talk about many things. Some people may see me as a horrible, quiet person but fair enough, I wasn't on this earth to please you all. I just live life for my own. Sorry, I just want to vent. So I'm sorry for the way I am.