Ok so this is going to sound really lame and dont get me wrong I am so excited for T. My T is starting her own practice and my next appt will be in her new office. She was telling me about her new office and it sounds really different. I never realized how emotionally attached to the "routine"...what her office looks like, where she sits, where I sit, etc. theres just a comfort about that and it will all be sooooo new. Part of me wants to cry and part of me wants to throw her a party. I dont know...this sounds so rediculous and conflicted. I hate these feelings. Why cant I just be excited for her??????????