Me too. When I was a little kid, I would worry incessantly about my parents dying (driving myself to tears and nightmares.) I'm much more concerned about losing my husband, who is a bit older than me, than about my own mortality - I would be so lost without him.

Of course, it doesn't help that I've lost two immediate family members in the last 10 years. But I have always worried (fairly excessively) about my loved ones dying, for as long as I can remember. Is that weird?