The T that I have says that I'm smart enough to figure it out. And yes I do have trust issues, and control issues. I like to be in control and if I'm not then I seek to blame "others" (those who are in my head) It's hard to not really be working with a T but I find that it's a waste of money for me, and time. I have yet to find a T that actually really helps a lot. And I've had at least 6. So finding a new one right now, is just something I don't have time for. Not to mention my si method is not a method that the professionals deem as si. That fact alone, makes it extremely difficult. And some times I almost think that changing the si method would help to actually help me the most by finding and being able to talk to the pros, and then they would understand. GRRR Working with a good T is almost impossible to find. (Or at least having the will to try to find one)