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I'm glad to hear from you but so sorry they've done this to you. I wish you could have responded instantly by tossing all this feeling right at them, but I know you couldn't. That's part of the trouble.

I understand why you went off meds but wonder with the new job and now this whether you might not need something. If those meds are wrong, can you see someone about working on a mix that works better? What is your coping plan?

Roadrunner