Hey, CantExplain,
I understand that you're feeling that you're doing what you have to do, but I really wonder if this is the right place or the right time. Something tells me that your post will bother or make uncomfortable a lot of people on PC, which just may not be the right arena for your avowal. Don't want to hurt your feelings. Don't want to put you down. Just a word to the wise to help you avoid unhappy stuff. We all have our problems, whatever they may be. Me, myself I'm not into pornography, and that gives me an outside point of view that you can possibly take advantage of. You might want to rethink what you're doing here and undo it to the extent you can. Don't want you to leave PC. Don't want you to stop participating in everything. Don't want AT ALL to hurt your feelings, but this might just not be a good idea. Take good care.
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