Hey, always,

You're at the right place. You're with the right people. Breathe deep and slow, now. Over and over. You'll survive this. And you'll get to a better place. You will. You've got a doctor. You've got meds. Sooner than you think, you'll find the right meds for you. The world will look better. You'll talk to your doc or your T and they'll start to focus on what your real problem may be. You're in a process. Not at the end of the line. A process that will lead to your understanding yourself and feeling better about life. All of us here on PC are somewhere along that road. And we've all been where you are right now.

This won't last forever. You WILL feel better. You WILL come out of it. There are literally tens of thousands of members here on PC who can tell you how THEY came out of it. And you can too!