hehe After the **** I went through this past winter and my major goals not to go back there or back to the hospital, i've decided to be proactive. Did that NAMI Walk 5-k, actually told my pdoc some of the truth the last time. Now I pumped to get the rest of it off my chest and maybe start doing this the "right" way.

I know he's gonna be disappointed that i completely dismissed his plea that I rid alcohol from my life, but hey you only live once and when you got dx'd a clinical alcoholic with your bp dx, its sorta hard to give it up.

Any idea how boring the stories about my weekends would be if i quit the bottle? LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMME! hahaha maybe someday