I am currently being treated for depression and have been pretty well for the last month or so, but over the past few days have been feeling weird, i dunno, i must can't put my finger on it...i'm certainly not showing any depressive symptoms but i have being tempted to cut over the past few days...it just seems to be creeping up on me and i have these thoughts were i can imagine the blood flowing out of my arms. i don't know what's causing this exactly, but i hafta see my mother in about a week and i don't want to b/c i don't get on with her. everytime i go near her i feel smoothered and resentful b/c she's had serious mental health problems for a very long time and she refuses to get help for them b/c she believes she doesn't have a problem apparently it'sa all my fault!!! so i really don't want her to visit me but she's coming so i'll hafta see her. I'm really dreading it and i'm not sure how to get thru it w/out self-harm