I always thought that I had to make everyone else happy so that I could be happy. I learned that now it's time for me to be happy. I use to think that no matter what I did, it wasn't good enough for someone (especially at work). Now I'm pressing forward and doing the best that I can be. I do the best that I can and if it's not good for everyone else then I'm sorry. I can only do what I can do. Keep your head up and do the best that you can do. You know that you are not a screw-up. We all have things in our past that we are not proud of, I know that I do. We learn from our mistakes and move on. Sending hugs your way!