Everyone's chemistry is different, which is why lab followup is so important when we first go on these drugs--or at least a close watch for side effects.

I've been on a couple things for sleep & both wiped out all memory of dreams initially, but slowly they all came back. I've worked with my dreams for nearly 20 yrs, & I think that discipline came thru the drugs after a while. Most people don't remember the majority of their dreams anyway.

I believe in karma & reincarnation. Suicide I'm sure would be something I'd regret for many lifetimes to come. Just gotta do the work, I think. So welcome to PC. Might as well have understanding company while we toil away <grin>.