So I slept for about an hour- usually less sleep time frames I remember my dreams more so.
My dreams are always odd weather long time of sleep or short, but this last dream; I had almost forgot it then it crept back into my head of realization that i had the dream.
I remember in the dream I had a child, a baby girl; young maybe a year old? My boyfriend and I were together and it was ours. We were visiting my parents and they had one of my brothers living them (my parents are divorced and last split was the last I was told a while back- I don't see either of them these days either and the brother I have not seen I was like 15 or so and not interested in seeing) (Also In real life I do not have a baby and do not desire to have children at this time of life).
But in my dream, I left my baby girl with my brother to play. I left for a minute then heard the baby crying, I went to see what was going on and the baby was soaked in something, and I kept hearing things that were indicating not to leave the baby with my brother. I took my baby and was going away - trying not to make my brother mad but yet trying to get away. He said something like I will get to it later then. I was filled with freight, I gathered my stuff and told my boyfriend we needed to leave.
And that is all I remember with the dream.. I don't like it and it has left a unsettling feeling in me today.
I think the baby was soaked in pee
I get part of it, but I don't get it fully and wonder if there is more meaning to it than i am allowing myself to see.
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