I know most people go back and forth between loving and hating their T, and I have done that a bit over the past year. Now it's more like an enormous weight and a lot of frustration. Funny thing is that I can't figure out what precisely set me off yesterday, how he pissed me off so badly. At the end of session when he wanted to schedule our Tues for next week I blurted out "I can't do Tues" for no reason. It almost felt like saying "I don't have time for you". sigh. I won't call back for Tues, it's not my style....I really won't even miss it. Problem is he won't either.