i appologise to anyone i haven't spoken to before but, i am yet to find anyone who hasn't turned away from me when I've started to talk about whats going on in my head and in my life, on these site or in life in general, even people who are supposed to have ex-perienced that same. people seem to use there "disorders" and "meds" as an excuse to get away from these conversations. ill say this any1 who really has these problems so a serious degree this doesn't apply to you but it doesn't mean I'm letting you off, relying of full exclusion from a discussion is negative in itself. and people who get out of the by exaggerating there problems and being stuck up and feeling all knowing like they've experience 100% of all scenarios of life, its just right