beauflow, it's really terrible for you now & you are so brave to keep reassessing & going on one more day.

I hope you do whatever it takes to get that ride Monday to see your t. Could you print out this post & use it to start your session instead of the usual, "I'm fine"?

I don't know how to respond to your post, but I want you to know that I have read it a few times now & I hear you. I am thinking about you. If I can come up with any ideas I will tell you. But I want you to know that you're heard.

Please keep posting. We care about you. !
Roadrunner