Yes, guilt is certinatly the main driving cause of how I feel.. And To be honest, I do keep doing the stupid thing and "get on with it" type of attitude which i've always had..
Aye Survivors guilt more or less sums it up compeltely :/
Yes I do need to stop feeling it, however I need to stop trying to rush it, otherwise its just going to complicate things.
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How are the people around you reacting towards your depression?
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They don't know, one of my lifelong skills has been lying to everyone about how i am, and how I am. I opened up to a close freind last night while drunk, and they was shocked as they honestly saw me as the "happy go-easy guy who was the life of meetings".
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How long have you experienced the depression?
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Years, about 13 to 14 years now (give or take a few)
Started a different med yesterday, feeling more like a zombie, however the doc said it should "hopefully wear off after a few days". He didn't sound to convinced..
I'd like to let you know how much I appreciate your feedback so far, It honestly does mean so much to me.