Hello & Welcome, Irvaneorrel!
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The last friend I had hope for, who I thought could pull me through senior year, well, we're not friends anymore as of tonight. ...I feel abandoned.
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Whether or not you
feel better today -- the "day after," this is a genuinely traumatic, possibly destabilizing event. You're right to seek help. It's a pity you cannot feel comfortable turning to your parents for that help.
Once you are in college, you almost certainly will have access to discreet psychological support on campus. Now, however, is there anyone at your school whom you could safely approach -- nurse, (any) counselor, teacher (even if they aren't one of your own), administrator?
Please be safe and keep posting when you can.
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.