Since you're missing T is new, something must be changing. It probably means progress in one area or another. Your T needs to know this - it may be something she's been working toward or expecting. I think ANY changes in how we feel about our T's that last more than a day or two need to be explored. It's all part of the process - being open. I miss my T all the time, so there's nothing new there, but I have shared with him when I can't get thoughts out of my head. Looking back, I can see now how they related to different aspects of therapy and the progress I was making, but I sure couldn't see it then. But by telling him HE knew what was going on and was able to guide me until I finally came to the realizations myself. It's all part of the trust thing. I hope you can trust her enough to share this with her and not worry that you'll be "judged". There's no right or wrong in missing her.