Go to where the support is. He's a loser. Leave him and get selfish real quick. You need to care about your own happiness right now. Do whatever it takes to feel better. Move back to where you came from, visit friends and family for support. That's what's most important right now. If you aren't okay, you can't fix your life and move on. It may be the hardest thing you've ever done. Ready to be strong? We are here to help as well.