I want to have sex, actually, so the asexual thing seems off to me. I didn't start developing the desire to have sex with someone until my 20s, like I said. I don't think I'd like kissing though, or hand holding, or having to cuddle with someone. I don't know the rules for when to do that and even why. Why do people hold hands when they're just walking around on the street, instead of just when they are talking specifically about love? Why just start kissing randomly, and how do they know when to keep going or stop or talk about it?