Hi Agma..

Well, we know you are not worthless..you have a big heart and are very intelligent and have good skills or this company would not be interested enough to want you to come and interview with them..lol. That's the depression talking and it is loud and clear right now. I certainly am hearing it very well myself..so I totally relate. It's so very hard to see your own worth. Sometimes i just have to step back and see how very upset I would be if I saw someone else treat one of my friends the way I treat myself. I have a huge protective streak of others...just not myself...terrible blind spot those of us with big hearts have. And if we hurt like you are hurting....you have a big one too. Which means that your capacity for love will also be extra large as well. Hold on to that.
Ride the waves and call your T and see if he has any other appts or if you can be put on a waiting list for any cancellations...ok? It can work out.
Hang tough and try to stay near some friends this weekend and get a little psyched for your interview. We'll be rooting for you and can't wait to hear how it goes..

Hugs,

Wysteria Blue