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Old Nov 04, 2011, 11:08 PM
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Well.....She definitely did not say it back, which really, I didn't expect. She said I expressed myself appropriately and that I am never a bother, which I said I was. She did NOT say however, anything like I care about you too, or you are important too, or anything about me at all really. She just kinda said thank you and I am glad you have all this trust in me and (the psych hospital/outpatient.) So yeah, I'm disappointed. I think she cares about me. She appears to. I really kinda wish I hadn't of said anything. So I am let down and now I wonder...is she laughing about me behind my back, or saying wow, how awkward for Lauru. I wish she would have said that she cares about me too. That's all I wanted. But obviously, I'm not going to get it. And I don't want to say anything about it to her, because I don't want to be let down again, or worse, feel like a shunned pariah.
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I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost