Road Runner- thank you- I think I will do just that, I will try to gather up these past few days with things from writing and take them into the my therapist and talk about it.

I talked to my boyfriend a few hours ago- He is the one mentioned "when you going to start driving again" I told him I don't know.

I asked if he could take me to therapy on Monday and he said yes he would not mind doing that for me. So got a ride- so on ward with that I guess. :-/ i scare me some times and I don't like that. Thanks all for letting me post It helps a little, I am sorry this does not fit the mold of many I guess..... :/ I don't like anger with me, it scares me so.....

I get it that we all get it, but this is the sort of anger where i am not thinking and about to do dumb things, scares me...