(((Sweatpea))) Wrote you this long rambling post that apparently timed out cause it wouldn't send...

You are not alone, my story about my marriage is very similar.
Thing are "alittle" better, at least he's working some but finances are very tight.

Don't give up, learn to do things that make YOU happy. Try & not let him consume your every thought. I had to learn to take care of myself also!!

Sending good thoughts your way.