My daughter has said things that I say and do that bother her. She usually doesn't bring them up untill later because I think she does know that I can't alway controll myself. I do know there is a homeless program in CA that I am sure I can get into because I have a friend that also has mental problems that is in it right now.

I just worry because I don't want to put a strain on my relationship with my daughter. She works about 12 hours a day in the army and she is always on call for her soilders. She has helped me out a lot coming here and having a safe place to get pretty stable on meds. I still have some mood swings and anxiety but much better then before I moved here. Now I wonder if its my time to move on to become independent.

I do have some support in CA. I talk on the phone a lot with my support but its not the same as getting out of the house and visiting. I have terrible social issues and being here I keep myself in the house a lot and my daughter has very little time to herself.

Thank you to everyone who listened. I am not looking for anyone to make the decision for me just some people to talk it out with. I am sure my daughter still loves me just don't want to wear her out.

Thanks