I have a real problem/fear of people leaving me. Is that normal? It's like I get to know someone and I may really like them alot, but then they leave. I hate people leaving. I wish they never had to. Then I turn on the "I don't care" attitude. But really I miss them and I cry thinking about them. But really I never meant anything to them, only I thought the world of them. Confusing way to think. Hope someone understands what I mean. It's kind of like I stop loving people because I don't think that I mean anything to them and that they will leave. I think that's how it is. I just plain hate people leaving. I wish I didn't care, but I do.
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