How do I cope with feeling nothing? At least it's not depressed feeling as per usual, but I just feel empty and nothing and hopeless. I stopped taking my meds because they don't help at all they just made me suicidal and my pdoc and cpn just don't listen!! So I took it into m own hands and stopped taking them, I'm not Sui any more, instead I feel either apathy or really depressed and my energy's gone again. I don't know if this is better, because even though I was suicidal I had my energy concentration etc etc back. I'm just confused!! ~ jess x